urdu ke azeem shayar Mirza ghalib main aetmaad ki kami thi !
urdu ke azeem shayar Mirza ghalib main aetmaad ki kami thi ! Razia hamari tawaqqa se bhi ziyada Hussain niklee aur Hussain hi nahi kya fitnah gir qad o gaisu thi. pehli nigah par hi mehsoos hwa ke initiative hamaray haath se nikal kar fareeq mukhalif ke paas chala gaya hai .
yahi wajah thi ke pehla sawal bhi idhar se hi aaya : “tu aap hain hamaray naye naveelay tutor? ” ab is shokh sawal ka jawab to yeh tha ke “tu aap hain hamari nai noyli shagird? ” lekin sachhi baat yeh hai ke husn ki sarkar mein hamari shokhi aik lamhay ke liye maand par gayi aur hamaray mun se aik be jaan sa jawab nikla :
” jee haan, naya to hon, tutor nahi hon. molvi sahib ki jagah aaya hon. ”
“as se aap ki tutory mein kya farq parta hai? ”
“yahi ke arzi hon. ”
“tu earzi tutor sahib. hamein zara is museebat se nijaat dila den. ” Razia ka ishara diwanِ ghalib ki taraf tha. mein ne qadray mutajib ho kar poocha : “ap diwanِ ghalib ko museebat kehti hain? ”
“ji haan! aur khud ghalib ko bhi. ”
“min pooch sakta hon ke ghalib par yeh Atab kyun? ”
“ap zara aasaan urdu boliya . Atab kisay kehte hain? ”
“atab ghsse ko kehte hain. ”
“gusa ? haan gussa is liye ke ghalib sahib ka likha to shayad woh khud bhi nahi samajh satke. phir kkhuda jane poora dewan kyun likh mara? ”
“as liye ke log parh kar lazat aur suroor haasil karen. ”
“nahii janab. is liye ke har saal secron larkiyan urdu mein feel hon. ”
“muhtrma. meri dil chaspi faqat aik larki mein hai, frmayie aap ka sabaq kis ghazal par hai? ” jawab mein Razia ne aik ghazal ke pehlay misraa par ungli rakh di, lekin mun se kuch nah boli. mein ne dekha to ghalib ki mashhoor ghazal thi .
yeh nah thi hamari qismat ke vsalِ yaar hota
mein ne kaha, “ih to barri lajawab ghazal hai, zara padhiye to. ”
“mera khayaal hai aap hi parheen. mere padhany se is ki la jawabi par koi nagawaar assar nah parre. ” mujhe mehsoos hwa ke Wilayat ki parhi hui Razia sahibaa batoni bhi hain aur zaheen bhi lekin urdu padhany mein ghaliban anaari hi hain .
mein ne kaha, “meray padhany se aap ka bhala nah hoga. aap hi parheen ke talafuz bhi theek ho jaye ga. ”
Razia ne parhna shuru kya aur sach mach jaisay pehli jamaat ka bacha parhta hai .
” yeh nah thi hamari qismat ke wasal. .. . ” mein ne toak kar kaha .
“ih wasal nahi visale hai, wasal to seeti ko kehte hain. ”
Razia ne hamein sawalia nazron se dekha. hum zara muskuraye aur hamara aetmaad bahaal honay laga .
Razia boli : “acha . visale sahi. visale ke maienay kya hotay hain? ”
“wasal ke maienay hotay hain mulaqaat, mehboob se mulaqaat. aap phir misraa parheen. ” Razia ne dobarah misraa parha. pehlay se zara behtar tha lekin visale aur yaar ko azafat ke baghair allag allag parha. is par hum ne toka .
“wasal e yaar nahi vsalِ yaar hai. darmiyan mein azafat hai. ”
“azafat kya hoti hai? kahan hoti hai? ”
“ih jo choti si zair nazar aa rahi hai na aap ko, isi ko azafat kehte hain. ”
“tu seedha saada wasalay yaar kyun nahi likh dete? ”
“as liye ke woh ulma ke nazdeek ghalat hai. ” yeh hum ne kisi qader roab se kaha .
ulma ka visale se kya talluq hai? ”
“ulma ka talluq visale se nahi zair se hai. ”
“acha jane den ulma ko. matlab kya hwa? ”
“shayar kehta hai ke yeh meri qismat hi mein nah tha ke yaar se visale hota. ”
“qismat ko to ghalib sahib darmiyan mein yuhin ghaseet laaye, matlab yeh ke be chaaray ko visale naseeb nah sun-hwa. ”
“ji haan kuch aisi hi baat thi. ”
“kia wajah? ”
“min kya keh sakta hon? ”
“kiun nahi keh satke. aap tutor jo hain. ”
“shayar khud khamosh hai. ”
“tu shayar ne wajah nahi batayi magar yeh khush khaberi sunadi ke visale mein feel hogaye? ”
” jee haan fi al haal to yahi hai. agay parheen. ” Razia ne agla misraa parha. zara ataaq ataaq kar magar theek parha :
agar aur jeetay rehtay yahi intzaar hota
mein ne Razia ki dil joi ke liye zara serparastana andaaz mein kaha, “shabash, aap ne bohat acha parha hai. ”
“as shabash ko to mein zara baad mein frame kraon gi. is waqt zara shair ke poooray maienay bta den. ” hum ne Razia ka tanz bardasht karte hue kaha .
“matlab saaf hai, ghalib kehta hai qismat mein mehbooba se visale likha hi nah tha. chunancha ab mout qareeb hai magar jeeta bhi rehta to visale ke intzaar mein Umar kat jati. ”
” tauba Allah , itna lack of confidence, yeh ghalib itnay hi gaye guzray thay wendy? ”
gaye guzray? nahi to. .. ghalib aik azeem shayar thay. ”
“shayar to jaisay thay, so thay lekin mohabbat ke muamlay mein ghusyaray hi niklay ”
